I feel horrible. Everyday when I wake up, I am crying. I am crying because I do not get answers and I am crying because without these answers my friends and family will think I am crazy for the rest of my life.
One day I decide, the only way out is confrontation. Carlo is going to Barcelona and will play at a Party there. I ask at work if I can get two days off to have a longer weekend. While I try to explain to my team lead why this is so important to me, I again burst into tears. I think the rest of the office heard it as well, the door to our room was open. My team lead is very understanding and says, well if you need to go, do it. If the party turns out not so well, enjoy the rest of the days and whenever you feel bad, go outside and spend time in the sunshine!
I know that the guys are watching me and I know they are probably watching the participants of the dice events. The tickets are only available on dice. I don’t want to make it too easy for them, so I come up with another alias. Rosa di Pezzo buys a ticket for the Glove party in Barcelona on Sept 9th.
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