Many thanks to everyone involved.
This is it for now. There is still a big gap to fill, the memories are blurry and might stay blurry. She was hypnotized or she hypnotized herself by filling an emptiness inside with music played by someone else.
From the first meeting she felt she had known him for a long time. That is the thing about soulmates. You meet them and instantly think you know them. But not all of them are meant to stay. Some are here to teach a lesson.
She learned a lot about herself during the last weeks. She discovered why the emptiness was there. There is an anxiety disorder to take care of. It would not have been addressed without the experiences she went through.
Looking at the synastry – if the birthdate she found is real – there is a hint to a past life connection and what have happened.
His Mars squares her Nodes. It can mean there was a war going on, but no peace was made. The energy can still exist in this life.
The Mars person may want to impress the Nodal person or somehow work things out, but their efforts are in vain. Typically, the Mars person fails to see what the Nodal person really needs to evolve, so they give them all of the wrong things. For example, Mars may buy the Nodal person gifts instead of attempting to connect emotionally.
The Mars conjunct North Node synastry relationship can work if both people are willing to put the effort in. The Mars person must learn how to focus on themselves and build their own self-confidence without resorting to aggressive, competition, or games. They must stop trying to win the love of the Nodal person and start to realize that the Nodal person must choose to love them.
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