I wake up after not much sleep and look again at that profile I found on youtube. TheCostasK. I look at all the videos and read every comment. The videos seem weird and the comments as well. With some, I have the feeling they were made by bots. At some point I find a comment that recommends a video that doesn’t seem to have any connection with the music that is presented in the videos. The link leads to a video of about ten minutes gameplay of a first-person-shooter named S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
In the comments of that video is a link to a twitch live stream. I watch the latest videos to read the live chats. And there, I find a person named deathbinder who wrote something like this: “Why am I seeing a 38 on a pink background as from a bipolar person? Well I don’t care because I like that body just too much.”
The pink 38 refers to a story I made on facebook. It was on a friday about two weeks ago, I was listening to the radio and at that time “Miko Mission – How Old Are You” was on repeat. I wanted to test if the radio was made by Carlo, so I thought it would hurt to make a story that can only be seen by him. I was 38 at that time and did this. The radio somehow did react, I didn’t have any views on facebook.
In that chat are others who seem to have a conversation with deathbinder.
But, exactly when I decided I should take screenshots, my firefox crashes and after opening twitch again the chat I just saw is gone. I only have this:
“Going to skip work today” – I wrote this exactly that morning in the description in one of the youtube playlists I deleted later as an attempt to communicate. That was so weird. I wanted to talk to someone, but all I got was using songs in a playlist. After the crash of firefox and that super creepy chat gone, I decided it is time to turn the computer off and ask for help. I was not sure anymore if I was hallucinating or not. I am still not sure until today. I have no proof at all of what I have seen. I must have used youtube in incognito mode that morning or something like that.
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